Going Beyond Some Basics part 2
The “Who am I ?” Self-Inquiry, known as Vichara Atma,
is a sublime Meditative device for wresting the attention away from the
External & Objective so as to focus Consciousness upon Itself, upon the
Existence aspect of pure Consciousness by seeking the true "I", the
real Self in this open function of Self-questioning. To question at all is to give rest to the
Projection of mental declarations & to switch the Mind into a most
receptive mode. When the Mind becomes thus receptive to the Mind itself, on the
deeper level, Consciousness is turning in upon itself. The Answer to “Who am I ?” is of course the
true "I" who is also the meditator, but not the thinker. When that
"I" reports in the guise of a Body, the discriminating Inquirer
should be able to disqualify the Body as "I", but the real trick is
to live in that Discrimination throughout Life.
The Body is intermittent & partial in our experience,
& has changed completely many times since childhood. Being inert, objective
gross matter, it differs too little from a corpse for it to successfully pose
as the true "I". Putting the
Body corpse aside, even the Life Force [prana]
itself is far too mechanical & insentient to be "I". The Mind
full of Thoughts is even more changeable than the Body & is still inert
& insentient without the Consciousness that illumines each Thought. Even
the intellectual function that carries on the Inquiry is clearly searching
inside for something closer to the Self, something more all-embracing &
constant to stand for "I" .
When I consider My Mind & My Intellect, what position am I in to so
deem Mind & Intellect as objects ? The assumption of Personal Identity, the
Ego or I-thought is the last to be discriminated & rejected. Left with
Consciousness turned inward & directly focused on "I", the
Meditator is afforded the opportunity for direct experience of absolute
Self-Consciousness in the deepest way. The irrevocable identification of the
Non-Dual Self, Atman, as "I", characterized as Existence
itself, as pure Consciousness, as highest Bliss, Sat-Chit-Ananda, one
with Brahman is the culmination of Vichara Atma in steady
Self-Realization.
The above kind of basic summary will be continued, but for
now, more of Master Nome’s discussion of the World within the Senses.
The Self is changeless, continuous, permanent
Existence. The Senses are changeful,
discontinuous, & impermanent. The
senses are lost, dulled, or altered in death, old age, & illness. The Senses change during the lifetime, from infancy
until the end of the body. The Senses are changing all the time, transforming
into dull & acute states, subject as they are to the three Guna-s the qualities of Tamas (inertia), Rajas (agitation), Sattva (tending toward the light of
Knowledge). Each Sense takes a turn
being predominant & fades due to a change of the sense organ, the mental
attention, & similar factors.
Samkhya philosophy [nominally atheistic] describes
primal forces of inertia, agitation, & harmony, a scheme found to be expedient
for partial half-step explanations within Vedanta. The point throughout that short paragraph is
that Sense change in many ways, all the time, exhibiting no completely steady
form or nature.
The Senses appear only in the Waking state. With each state of Mind, they change. Upon
the death of the Body, which is not the Self, the Senses are lost
entirely. Rarely all the 5 Senses are
active, or experienced, simultaneously, but Existence is always wholly present.
The Senses are just a momentary function. The Self is steady, self-existent
Reality, permanent, & not a function of some other thing.
Unlike the steady Self, the Senses change for the Dreamer,
or even when the seer becomes the listener.
The Self is Being & not a doing or activity. The
Self is not determined by any conditions & is itself without any conditions
whatsoever. The Senses, though, are determined by conditions such as the state
of the sense organ, the environment, the experience of which is the result of
the interaction of what appears to become split in Consciousness – that
is, the object & the instrument used to know it. The Senses are also determined by the mental
attention given to or removed from the Senses.
From a higher view, in the One Mind, all 3 mutable factors appear [organs, environment, attention], determining the 5 sense experiences.
Partless Existence, which is the Self is beyond the changeful
appearances in the Mind. So, how can the
Senses be considered to be the Self ?
The Senses are part of the Body. The Body is perceived only by the Senses
& has no reality apart from them.
Each illusion depends on the other.
Such illusion is like the painting of Wall that is painted on the Wall
depicted, when the Wall itself has not yet been built. The Self is bodiless & is not a part of the
Body or associated with a location in relation to a Body, unlike the Senses.
So, how can the Senses be considered to be the Self ?
Like the "strange loop" [ala Douglas Hofstadter] Image that has itself again in the image,
& even more convoluted than that, the Senses are housed in & are part
of the Body. But the Body is only known
by & in the Senses, just like the rest of the World.
The Senses depend on the Self. The Self exists as it is, innately non–dependent
on the Senses. This is the highest state of detachment. As pure Being, one is
always detached from the Senses &, thus, to the whole World.
The above highlights the relationship between the Senses
& the World. The World is known by & actually "exists" only
"in" the Senses.
The Self is not the Senses & is not experienced by
the Senses. The Senses are capable of perceiving sense objects only, & the
Self is not a material object. The
sensory experience is only that of sensation, & not of a separate Sense
& object. The Self is not a
sensation or a product of sensations. So, how can the Senses be considered to
be the Self ?
"Knowing" by the Senses is a small & unreal
part of knowing, while the Self is Knowledge itself
The Self is the eye of the eye, unseen by the
eye. This Self which is formless
Being-Consciousness, cannot be sensed & does not have Senses. It is not a sensing entity, conceived as a nexus of all the sensations, but is
instead ever unalloyed Consciousness.
The Self, which is Pure Consciousness, is far more than the
limited, fleeting, & ultimately unreal collection of all lesser kinds of
knowing. This one reason why "breath
watching" & other exercises in Sense Perception, have preliminary,
limited, relaxing value only.
The Self is all-seeing but eyeless. In truth, the Senses do not exist. They are
only a figment of the Mind, which is in the infinite Consciousness. Upon the substrate of the Self, which is
Being-Consciousness, the Senses, which are but the thought of them, appear. The
sense objects do not separately exist, but appear only to & in the
Senses. The Senses vanish, leaving the
substrate unaffected & all alone. The substrate is Reality, which is
immutable. There is no actual creation
of the Senses in that Consciousness.
Just as Result in the Cause, so is the Object within a
Perception. The 2 are 1, & unreal.
By this Knowledge, one remains identified as the
Self & not mis–identified with
the Senses, which are unreal. Let there
be this steady Knowledge. May the
un-sensed Knowledge of the Self, free of all the limitations of the Senses,
abide.
[The above themes & 1600 pages more are
freely available as perused or downloaded PDF’s, the sole occupants of a Public
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